Trifector!!!

Thats My boy cheering me on what a sweetie.

People im on a roll! I gotta tell you it has taken a very long while and a very bad mindset to get back to where i am today, but im glad i did not give up altogether!

I must say that if you are out there, if you feel you are overweight, if you love food and if you feel like there is absolutely no hope or desire to get back onto the fitness bandwagon you sound like me, if you feel like "whats the point in doing that 30 minute walk once a week" you sound like me, or you might say "i just love food so much, i feel happy when i eat it and it is something i really really enjoy and i cant seem to not go overboard" you sound like me, or "i just have zero motivation to exercise, my life is so busy being mommy and wifey and house mamma the last thing i want to do it try to squeeze exercise in" you sound like me!
Well im here to tell you, NO MATTER HOW HOPELESS YOU FEEL, you can turn it around, i know because i am.

The last three days i have done some awesome sweat inducing walks and i so feel like im on a total roll, i feel motivated and so awesome and now i just dont want to stop!

I went op shopping today because i am a size 14-16 now and i do not want to byt expensive clothes from the normal shops as i need a whole new summer wardrobe at this size... 
I gotta tell you it is very disheartening trying on clothes because i see my fat, it drags me down, and i want results NOW, but the reality is that i did this to myself and i know that i can get back to my awesome size 8-10 because i really want it, i just want to feel Fit again...

Ill tell you though, without people around me motivating me, calling me saying hey you want to go walking i think i would still be slouchy, despondent and unmotivated...

So please, please if you can let people around you know what you are feeling, let them know you want to get fit, particularly those friends of yours that are living the fit life already and ask them to cheer you on and invite you till you say yes, once you start you just might not want to stop.

I still need motivators and i still have the tendancy to slip in to the whats the point its taking so long mindset, but i am feeling so much better now that i have "gotten into exercuse again".
I do still LOVE food, i do still have way to big a portion, i still have a very wicked sweet tooth and can eat way too much cake if its there, but thats my battle, i need to fight it, i will fight it and i will see results!

Keep watching this space

God Bless Y'all